Blooming blahs.

Just when, is old-enough?
Just when, will you grow up?
Just when, will you listen?
Just when, will you be brave?
Just when, will you make the right decision?
Just when, will you love?
Just when, will you realise?

That life is like that, with so much to think about.

Just when?


When You knock on my door I do not hear.
When You speak, I choose to be deaf.
When You touch my heart, I cry.

How contradictory.

Why is it so?

Sigh.

18PG

And so we went up Camerons, not knowing what to expect.

The journey was a tad bit unpleasant, with 11 other people in the van.

Yes, I attended camp 18UP organised by TRAC.

My title of this post is named 18PG simply because there was this guy named Paul Gan.

And he was labelled 18PG, of parental guidance required.

Lol.

In 5 days

I lost 2 Kgs.

I made great many new friends.

I made many new great friends.

(There's a difference between the last 2 sentences, mind you.)

I learned to be silent.

I saw that God is the greatest artist.

I was reminded that God answers prayers.

And perhaps learned to wrestle with God.

I think He is speaking to me. I have yet to learn.

Mmhmm yeah and we stayed in Ringlet.

In the Lutheran Lakeview Centre.

I thought "Ringlet's the 1st town, so it shouldn't be too cold."

COLD SIAL MAN. Lol.

We started off with ice-breakers.

Look at my chicken hair.


Yup we pretty much settled in n I GOT TO SLEEP WITH BECKY YAY.
Haha chilli padi, so action in MCKL..

Now we've become pretty good heng-tais.

We walked up the Boh Tea Plantation. 2 hour hike.

Well, almost.

Someone offered a ride halfway up so my other companion and I cheated.
(:

The whole camp emphasised lots on reflection.
We had to be alone AND silent quite a lot.
Some of the questions we had to answer was

How has the past 1 year been for me?

What were the phases?

Where has God been in those phases?

Yup this is a shot of the mafia gang.
I think Mafia(THE game) brought all of us closer together. Lol.



Mafia time.
"EXECUTE!"
Joewin had to be the game master cuz he'd be dead LATEST by the 2nd round.



More happy people. The place where we met for sessions.

Half of my team!

And everyone else.

It was a great camp, too bad it had to come to an end.

Well, these poeple spam my inbox with FB messages now.

No life.

:D

Sho pweedy.

CHO CHWEET LARR THIS LAYOUT... (:
Amboi ku sayang sangat.

WAIT FOR IT TO LOAD. TAKES FOREVER. HAH.

Off, off!
To the land of bliss, strawberries, rainbows and lush greenery.
To immerse in the wonderful art of my maker.


Lord, open our eyes.
May we see.
May we learn.
May we grow deeper in love with You.
Amen.

This is an obligated post.

You might have noticed that I changed the layout of this blog a gazillion times in the past 2 weeks.



Why am I so fickle minded?
Why did you forget to bring your phone charger?
Why do I have a horrid habit of starting on a book and then abandoning it for another?
Why have I lost any sense of inspiration to write?



Wait. I haven't. I just became too lazy. (:



Hate it that I miss you so. Sigh. Why is everyone going away?



I want a DSLR.
And a new phone.
And a room makeover.
Someone give me vouchers from Ikea please? (:

Speaking of which, I'm never gonna eat at Ikea again. For another year, at least.
Jelak sial.

I can't wait for the cold cold weather.
Away from everyone else, near to my maker. (:

Watch the pro-ness.

(:

THE ADVENT OF GRACE.

"Ponder the achievement of God.
He doesn't condone our sin,
nor does He compromise His standard.
He doesn't ignore our rebellion,
nor does he relax His demands.
Rather than dismiss sin,
He assumes our sin and incredibally sentences Himself.
God's holines is honoured.
Our sin is punished.... and we are redeemed.
God does what we cannot do so we can be what we dare not dream:
perfect before God."

-Max Lucado-


GRACE
God's Richest At Christ's Expense


Here's to the coming of Christmas.
How would this year's be different?

What's new?

Penang twice in 2 weeks.

Exams are over and done with.

No more TTDI days with the cruel librarian.

I want this necklace. (:

I miss my dark purple fingernails.

And I wish Starbucks was cheaper.
Cuz it's so extremely yummy.


I like my new shades.
They don't press against my face causing visible oogly lines.



She is getting hotter.
(Behind the masked face is a growing beauty)
And Mr. Seng, don't hit on her.
Stick to Megan Fox.


We were caught in a 7hour jam on the way home from Penang.
Let me rant for a bit.

MALAYSIANS ARE SERIOUSLY THE MOST IRRESPONSIBLE AND KEPOCHI PEOPLE EVER

GUESS WHAT CAUSED THE JAM?

1. On lookers slowed down everytime there was an accident. (Or when there was any other stationary car not on the highway) Once the scene of the accident was over, the jam cleared.

2. People forgot to pump their petrol tanks. Or rather, were lazy to do so. This caused a major road block at the highway due to extremely long lines at rest stops where petrol stations were present.

3. When I say Malaysians, I do not refer to myself nor anyone sitting in my car. (Teehee)

BUT SERIOUSLY WEI. APASAL MANNNN. I BEH TAHAN.

Well anyway. I look like this in bangs.
Like a noob. Haha. Nevermind la.
Hair will grow what.



Right?
Hor?


o.O

The Prayer.

"You are the Lord, that healeth me.
You are the Lord, my healer.
You said the word and healed my disease.
You are the Lord, my healer.

I know in my heart that You will heal.
Thank You. I praise and bless You.

I know in my heart You will restore.
Physically, emotionally and spiritually.
Teach us to love You.
To make You our first love.
With a love so patient, so kind, ever-enduring, ever-forgiving.
You are worthy.

Lord please take his pain away.
Grant perfect peace and healing.
May Your grace abound that salvation will come.
In Your perfect timing."

I got them.

I got them bangs.

WACHAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Hello hello there. (:

Well I've been saying that alot recently and I don't know why. (WACHAAAAAAAAAA)

My previous post was full of pictures with no words because the uploading of the pictures took forever OMG wait until got spider web grow on me man. Really wan lor. Actually no lah bluff you only haha. Sleepy ma so lazy to write lor.


There are probably 100 pictures at least, of every single person who went for the penang trip. With all the fancy DSLR camera owners present. You know how they take pictures when you're not looking? Then you pretend not to look into the camera but actually you know they're taking pictures of you? Cuz you know they're gonna come out really nice?
HAHA. DON'T BLUFF LA I KNOW YOU GOT LIDAT BEFORE WAN.
Pose but pretend you not looking. Pretend to shy shy but actually inside you're thinking TAKE MY PICTURE NICE NICE LA WOIIII. Haha.

Looks so yeng lah. I wanna get one too. But so mahal. Sigh. Dear papa are you reading this? (:




Let me tell you about A CHRISTMAS CAROL by Charles Dickens.

Well, the movie was extremely scary for me. I'd rather watch the X-files than sit through another round of a 3D movie. (But hey, thanks Joann it was fun. We shall go out kay I promise. Don't emo me la, emergency la. (: ) Back to the movie.

SCARY TILL CAN DIE LAAAA. I can't believe it's a Disney movie. The princess and the frog had better be good if not nama Disney akan dicemari dalam hatiku buat selama-lamanya. Lagi kan, kaca mata 3D tu kan, buat kepala ku pening sampai nak muntah ais krim macdonald yang ku beli. Pening sial.





Speaking of which, I'm woozie. @.@

Goodnight my fellow bretheren.

Teehee. (:

Boxers and Bangs.

So, I went to a wedding. We used the DUKE highway. Cuz we were late.

But sisters always have time to camwhore in lala poses.

When I get married, I hope chinese people then will be very generous with ang paus.

Cuz chinese dinners cost a bomb.

Jealous or not. The menu bomb sial right.

This is a baby with French and Chinese blood. So cute right.

MIN SHEN DAY.
I should've gotten my bangs with her.

This was my O.o face. I think she was teling me some love story.

THEN JAM DAY CAME ALONG.

Now? When? (:

AND I ALSO WENT TO PENANG.

Where the food is wonderful and the people are stingy.

Wesley Methodist Church.

Yup, this lady recycled the diapers. So kiam siap right.

Glorious food.

Hahahah pik wen!

(payback time)

Leaning tower of komtar.

Oh and we took a train up Penang hill.

Love guru lol.

Malaysia boleh.

My proudest work. (:

Yeah, that's the bridge in the distance. (:

Happy fifth, love.

Well well well,

since you can't come...

I'M BRINGING YOUR SON INSTEAD.

Toods I'm off to Pearl Island.

[exams2012weddingminshenjoannboypenang]

With the oversized hoodie.

mwahhh

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Things I can't wait for.

1. Christmas

2. My hair to grow long

3. The 13th of November

4. Road trip

5. Room makeover

6. Face makeover?

7. I'm just kidding.

Okay. Till I attain sweet freedom. Toods. (:

TwoMegaPixels

My phone camera, like, takes like,

the awesomest pictures, like, totally.

Hah.

Mango mania with desserts that look like miniature shit looking sugar.
Tastes extremely yummy.

Do NOT go there unless you're emo.

Cuz the prices quite mahal.

These were taken at Hot&Roll between Tesco and Borders at The Curve.

I look dumb here, blame the photographer. Hah.

Lord Jesus, You are able to perform miracles.

Please restore the wallet to it's rightful owner.

PLease?

This was taken in Kampar, the forsaken land.
Which is actually becoming less forsaken as I speak.
Such pretty shoplots in the middle of nowhere huh?

Venue: Go figure.

Pik Wen looks pretty here. (:

Malaysian-England.

Noticed the birds in the bald tree?

The black tiny thingys on top?

(:

Did I not say my phone camera takes the awesomest pics?

Actually right.

It's the person taking the pic. La.

Hah. Okay I gtg study already omg gg dot com sigh.

And I quote the sister.

YOU'LL NEVER EVER WALK ALONE. WELL, MOST OF THE TIME.

2-0 to Liverpool. Liverfool no more Mr Lee. Your conversion didn't turn out so well. (:
Time to get a kolam hati jersey.


The once lost passion, may it be found within my soul.
All over again.
Slowly but surely, be my first love.
All over again.

Swirl swirl, in this perverse world.
Lose your sanity slowly as the cold masked faces fake smiles each day.

All but a test, a race.
Thus rely in the ever faithful giver of grace.

As curvy and uncertain the roads may be,
dependance on His everlasting love is key.

As the world sleeps in slumber
and the quiet flicker of the night lamp awakes,
like the ship lead by the rudder
the thoughts of my mind He quakes.


Continue to be the lamp unto my feet
and the light unto my path.

As you call me Your beloved.

Fly Emirates

All you want to do is just unwind and hide beneath the covers of your bed.

You walk to your room with dragged feet.

And to your delight on your desk you see a package.

A surprise delivery package, wrapped in plastic.

It's rather small, not much bigger than the size of two palms put together.

You see a familiar contact number on it.

Right on the eve of the fourth month.

You rip open the package and don't even bother to keep the wrapping for nostalgic reasons.

All you want to know is what's inside.

Is it what you think it is?










Mmhmm.


And then you just start smiling as you stand there, indulging in the pampering moments.

You come to your senses and dial that number.

"Come back now." (:

5days2the4th.

"Clamp all the wheels, then I can be assured that my car won't get stolen."

How simple minded.

Indeed, bravery is well concealed fear. I am afraid. Where is the sense of urgency? Pray, tell me please. Thy soft still voice I find so difficult to hear, and listening is all the more difficult. Remove my spiritual wax that I may indeed hear, I wish to live that perfectly planned life, but really, the microdecisons make all the difference, do they not?

I think I need a silent retreat my take out my brain, wash it in clorox, and set it right along with my heart. Care to join me?

Be my famous amos.

Title-less

Part time model?

BLeh.

(:

Pik Wen and Sophia. They now BOTH have black framed nerd specs.

This is Angelyn. My new bimbo friend.

Guys think she's hot.

I think she hits me alot.

But she's a nice friend.

(:

Bryan and Joe. Actually it's Zhou.

But people can't pronounce his name.

So it became Joe.

AND THIS.

IS THE GREATEST CONVERSION.

Well, kinda. (:

Haha but still,

'impossible is nothing' and 'you'll never walk alone'

will forever reign in my heart.

Hah.

Sorry DK. And Hannah.

Yeng OR NOT.

(:

Photo credits to myself.

Teehee.

Game of overflowing testosterone.

Hey I'm so supportive kayyy.

Taking pictures and screaming.

Let me introduce you all to the most testosterone-filled game.
FOOTBALL.

22 guys on the field and a referee.


These are man essentials for the game.
Can you sense the manliness already.

Well, generally guys are pretty united when it comes to football.
They have gay group hugging sessions.
Then they play n scream.
And dive. *cough*joe*COUGH*
And a whole drama is stirred up with anger management problems.
The poor referee suffers.
They play again.


And after the game the winning team usually shakes hands with the other team.
Everyone else usually kisses and makes up.
But some captains get pissed off.
It's pretty frightening.

The game wasn't boring, my sandals were just kinda pretty hah.

And seriously?

I think 20/22 of them swear like crazy.

I seriously needed clorox for my brain.

Like, really.

BUT KUDOS TO THE BEST CAPTAIN IN THE WORLD!

(:

Oh and don't get me wrong. I love football.

HASTA LAVISTA BLIMEY ASSIGNMENTS

R.I.P.

rest in pieces.

(:

Computer Lab 8.

The number 8 is supposed to be a very auspicious number according to chinese beliefs. Yeah superstition and all that blah.

I am now sitting in comp lab 8. In Monash University Malaysia.

It's freaking cold today. I mean in here, in the computer lab. I am wearing a long sleeved turqouise top and kung fu pants which makes the royal behind look a tad bit swollen. Though it causes a little self- consciousness, I feel secure. The pants is hugging the royal behind.

That's inside, in the freaking freezing room.

Outside, it's blimey hot. So like, everytime I go to the loo (which happens every 30 minutes) the drastic changes is the celsius scale rapidly expands my body. And my clothes. And when I walk back into the complab, they immediately shrink all over again. This process is a cycle I'm getting used to. I think my body is going out of shape. No, I'm just kidding. I'm not that stupid lah.

So, why am I even talking crap here with no nice pics to look at.
Simple.
Boredom kills and procrastination reigns.

I've tried endless times to complete my assignment which is due this Friday. But it requires SO MUCH THINKING!!!

And thinking kinda sucks sometimes.

So I resorted to blogging instead. I'm typing without looking at the keyboard and am very proud of myself. I've gotta type faster cuz my fingers are freezing.

The complab is actually pretty quiet, except for this bunch of engineering students who're talking about balls and oscillations and facebook and the KL tower. They wonder if the sustainability of the architecture will continue to uphold the tower in all her glory.

WELL, IT'D BETTER OR WE'RE DOOMED.

There's also this bunch of people who're checking out people on FB saying who's hot and not. Hear this odd yet interesting conversation.

X: Hey, Megan Fox is so not hot okay. She's a slut. Now THIS chick is hot.
Y: Huh, she also wear like slut ma. Hot meh?
X: Well, she's a modest slut.

-.- Fool. Same diff. Quite funny though. Haha.


Sigh I can't remember what it feels like to have absolutely nothing to do and have no choice about it.

Wait. I DO have alot of things to do. I'm just too lazy to do them right now. I have time management issues alright, so sue me. But hey, I get the job done. I also get a plethora of emotions displayed which are unfavourable due to the appearance of MISS GRUMPY WUMPY. OMG LAH. I'm insomniac all over again. And I despise drinking milk. So How? Aih.




I should get back to my management assignment. Toods!

(: --> forced smile.

I'm hungry, cook for me?

Omg lah the holidays don't feel holidayish at all. I think life with uni was more happening. I now wake up at 10ish every day. Eat. Watch tv. Open the accounting textbook. Close it. Eat. Become fat how. Sigh.

IT'S ONLY TUESDAY!!! HOW LAHHH.

When will I, see your face again?
-jamie scott and the town.

Jesus is my friend.
And He's sitting next to me now.
I always forget that.




It's so peeving that because she's not a huana they won't give her a scholarship. She worked so hard! It's so sad.


I think I have the faith that it can last. Even where the skies are blue-r and grass is greener.
Hey I think my typing skills have improved a tad bit. (:

Wake up sweetheart. La dee dum.

VOGUE 2009.

And after that we went to MOS for a lawatan-sambil-belajar.

ONLY BECAUSE we were given complimentary passes.

Apasal nak pergi clubbing.

Jantungku macam mau keluar daripada thoracic cavity-ku.

Tapi kan, interior MOS tu agak canti jugak.

Banyak laserlaser dengan lampu berwarna-warni.

Haha.

The last dance.

And the way you look tonight.

Sugary stuff. (:

STEALER

QWOP I DESPISE YOU. Stealer.

American Pie.

"Daddy, I know You love me, but do You love the things I love?"

It was a sleepy afternoon, with subtle raindrops tapping on my window pane.
I couldn't bother less about the preparations needed for the event.
The pond had overflowed the night before, and thus the visible third lid made its mark for many hours.
The wonderful soft sheets and the comfort of my bed beckoned me.
And then I realised, it was time to washupmakeupallthatfuss.
Anticipation then took place for the other.
With a stalk he clutched in his hand.
Artificial yet genuine. (:
Night came, and all was well.
Two inches taller than usual, eye to eye, grinning from ear to ear.
It was lovely.

Hot Asian Girl from American Pie 6 was 2 metres away. Hah.



The forum was great, was blessed.
DEL if you're reading this you should have more gatherings. (: Really.

This is my cry,
My one desire.
Lord speak to me that I may speak.

Friends, and the Honeymoon.

Yeah honeymoon at One Utama. (:

It's a restaurant you noobs.

Well, we went out.

To catch up with each other.

Sexy legs yo. Tee hee.

Honeymoon is basically more of a dessert-type restaurant. But if any of you out there plan to makan di restoran ini kan, jangan sekali order dessert yang rupa macam ying&yang ini.

BLimey tastes like cat vomit.

Haha.

Abit la.

The restaurant had a real nice ambience, really. Go check it out for yourselves.

MEETING UP WITH THE KHAWS.

QWOP rocks. Lol. Super addictive game.

It's nice to be silly, every once in a while. (:

hahahhahahHAHA.

All smiles. :D

Where art thou oh beloved?
And yes, Job 1:21 is scary though full of truth.
I wish the call was never made at 5am.
I would've woken up with the very nice morning text.
Something I haven't heard for oh so long.


(:


Ima sleep now. Lose your swaggers bebehs. Mwah.

Want to be 12 again.

What a long day. Times Square for nearly 5 hours. It's crazy. Thank You Joann for asking me out. I kinda blame you that I burnt rm200 today. But oh my word I bought so many things. I guess I thank you for that? (: Love you so. It was nice sitting back and catching up again with our dramatic lives. Lmao. Girls rule Boys drool. And yet they seem to be species which attract each other like blimey magnets, it's so annoying yet wonderful at the same time.

(I ain't gonna write what I bought cuz you'll all be so blimey jealous)

I am a champion. Whoever marries me will be so fortunate. Ha ha ha.

On a lighter note I bumped into cassandra. A few times, actually. I could hear her voice miles away. I am not bluffing. Seriously.
*Good to see you girl, I know you're reading this, you blog stalker. (:*




Well after that I took a bath. And Joe picked me up to go to his place for a pot bless.
His mum makes the bombest bomb sial lamb stew.
I had a great dinner.
It saddens me that I'm greedier than him.
Really, it does.
Joe please eat more la. Please? (:

Sigh well I had to be the baby sitter for about 10 minutes.
And Joanna is 12 years old.
My last two sentences didn't seem to make any connection.
Oh boo, most of my sentences don't connect anyway.
And so, as I was saying, Joanna's 12.

Hanging out with her makes me want to be 12 again.

Life was less complicated. Much less complicated. Or maybe she just makes it so. Hmm.

I was looking forward towards the Raya Holidays but all my anti social friends decided to ffk our wonderful escapade. OH COME ON. *pout.*

ERIC SENG, I BLAME YOU. Pik Wen let's go burn his house and bring IMU down together with all the rest of the anti social nerds(from mckl)

FATALITY. TEE HEE.

Plan B, please work... What's plan B again?

(:

Love, I'm trying to let it go. Sorry thank you <3

And dearly cherished people are leaving one by one. :( Why lor.

Always late but worth the wait. (:

Last monday we surprised Lee Pik Wen and Mark Pope.

They had no idea.

Pik Wen even saw the card.

She thought it was Mark's.

Mark thought the surprise was for Pik Wen.

SEE LAH.

How smart can we get right.

Noobs.

(:

Then on Wednesday(Pik's real birthday)...

We sang for her again.

During cf.

She now has a pic that gives her sweet dreams every night.

LOL.

Dear Pik Wen,

You've been a teriffic friend.

Thank YOu for your time, your ears, our brains, your crap.

THank You for being my toilet teman-er. N Refil-bottle-mate.

Lmao.

Take your time with the men la. The many choices.

Haha God bless u girl.

(Btw I just came back from Times Square and you know what that means. (: )

<3>

Of being a noob.

I think I should practise typing without looking at the keyboard.

During the Raya holidays I will practise typing with eyes closed.

Sure tak jadi la but wtv. Do you know how much it saddens me that I hafta look at the blimey keyboard to type? (yeah yeah start laughing. I can't see so wtv.) It's really sad. I actually type pretty fast when I look at the keyboard. BUt recently I've had to refer to notes n journals to do my assignments. So its takes forever to type.

Hate it lah. Why I so noob. Sobz.

LET US ENTER INTO THE LALA KINGDOM.
Yayz!~~ I am goin shoppingzz tomolo v my couzz!!! I am very excited ^^ Hahaz... I think I will take a many piczz tmolo!

That was incredibly tough.


(I just left this page for an hour or so cuz you tube was so addictive. I never knew.)

Lmao I'm too lazy to go on.
Till then.

:D

Dear Dad,

May I love like You do.
May You bless my thoughts and guard my heart.

<3